April has been hard. Motivation has been hard to come by, I’m stressed out because I’m behind on blogs, I’m dying to shoot a wedding and I think, like many people, I’m mildly depressed. It’s been so long since I’ve experienced normal, that I vaguely remember what it’s like to go out to bars, baseball games, dinner, and coffee shops. It’s starting to hit me that any semblance of normal is a long way off and it’s not going to be the normal I remember. Then again, by that time I might remember what normal looks like.